An engagement?

Life seems to spin in all directions for me. Love especially. I never thought a guy would ever meet to my standards. To my surprise, my best friend, the love of my life has actually told me that once we get back on our feet we are going to get married! I was totally shocked! I can't actually see myself with anyone else, I love the guy that much that I can actually see myself with him forever.

Being on the end of the ropes right now, no job, no unemployment, and living at a friends house to keep from being homeless is really tough on us right now. But with a potential interview coming up and a future that is full of hope, things may start looking up for us soon. Who knows in a year or so my last name may actually change!

Nothing much going on today!

Today is going to be a rest day for me. I don't wanna go anywhere! I just want to stay at home and rest. Been running like a chicken with her head cut off for the last few days!

Good Morning!

I've been waking up at a good hour every morning lately. Been getting a good amount of sleep as well. Even though my allergies seem to be off the wall. But I've been coping pretty well! I have to keep this pattern though of going to bed at a decent hour and getting up early due to the fact when my classes start, I will be in school at 8am!

I've been wondering what my life is going to be like in just a few months. I am facing homelessness. That is one thing I am worried about but it seems as if I'm not as worried as I should be. I guess I have accepted to take whatever comes my way one day at a time. An old lawyer once told me that when one door closes another opens. So I just go on working to improve myself.

Welcome Back!

Well as promised, I said I would come back here! Welcome to all my facebook family if you have followed me here! I will still update on there as well! This is going to be mainly a blog on what I have done during the day, or just stuff that is on my mind. Right now there really isn't much on my mind except how much it sucks being unemployed. I see so many things that I could be doing to help out my church and others if I just had the funds to do so. But I am stuck! I hate being stuck! That is why I am doing EVERYTHING in my power to get unstuck! I refuse to give up.

Today when I went down to the college I am going to start on the 27th of this month. I felt as if I was making a step in the right direction. Its kinda hard to explain but I felt as if this was the right place, like something is waiting within the next few months. It is the first actual positive feeling I have had in a long time.

I'm starting to keep myself busy with other things as well. I just started volunteering with my church. On Tuesday, I met some really awesome people. I had a great time helping them out. It got me out of the house and got me out of the rut that I was majorly falling into.

Well I better get my toosh off to bed! I have to go to the Unemployment office tomorrow for yet another orientation!